alive

Sometimes you've got to go through alot of awkwardness, bullshit, weirdness and confusion with people to realise who came into your life for a reason. Be it vaguely passing through like a faze of importance or beautifully staying in your life for a long period of time. I've learned alot this year about who I love and care about and why.Now as this year draws to an end and loneliness casts a familiar shadow over me once again I am content with what I have, goals I've reached, future plans and continously finding my strengths and rolling with the punches. Two particular people this year have blessed me with their presence and I will be forever be greatful to you both. You know who you are. Although I am sad to see some exit my life I believe it is truely for a reason and refuse to hate them. Heartbreak, mindache,soul searching and lifes endless endeavours have all plagued me the last couple of months but I will go into the new year with strength and freedom I find in truth, love and faith.

I will always cherish the beautiful. I am alive x