shoots coming soon

december 4

Sing it out loud like you fucking mean it, scream it even louder until your heart bleeds it for one day they'll listen and change will begin x

all smiles

Nothing can stop her from shining ever so brightly x

reality bites

Dear reality: please stop calling, I'm not ready to deal with you right now.call back later

irony

It kind of sucks when you find that light at the end of the tunnel ends up being the headlamp of an oncoming train

Home is where the.....is

"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house you grew up in isn’t really your home anymore…all of the sudden even though you have some place to put your shit, that idea of home is gone…or maybe its like this rite of passage…you will never have that feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, for your kids, for the family you start. It’s like a cycle or something. Maybe that’s all family really is: a group of people that miss the same imaginary place."

february we dine x

So go get your shovel and we'll dig a deep hole, to bury your castle x

upstairs

Not believing doesn't make me the devil.nothing rages inside me except for my passion and anger with reason.

meat

...and the words get smaller and smaller and we hold alot of hands, hug alot of bodies and we speak so much shit that no one understands no one fucking cares to understand. Who is the meat and who is the butcher? I am the butcher I am the fucking butcher and nobody cares to understand!!!

to live

Live your life love your life and fuck everyone else

sad indie songs

"It takes more than fucking someone to keep yourself warm."

forever and a day

I laugh at how frail you all really are x

the darkest secret of your heart

I can't be near you, the sky just radiates.

change

You know the great thing, though, is that change can be so constant you don't even feel the difference until there is one. It can be so slow that you don't even notice that your life is better or worse, until it is. Or it can just blow you away, make you something different in an instant. It happened to me.

Life as a house

"The truth doesn't set us free. I can tell you I Love you as many times as you can stand to hear it and all that does, the only thing, is remind us... that Love is not enough. Not even close."

May faith and fate be lovers

We search until our hands bleed, to find that flower in a field of weeds. Though searching may not be the answer as flowers bloom when the time is right. In these seasons of change, throw away the unforgiveable, embrace the unforgetable.

Like cigarette ash on your cute shirt, blow away your troubles. Like a glass of water longing for the ocean, release yourself.

Clarity is my new best friend.the future my light.will you be around?

May faith and fate be lovers x

everything

"These violent delights have violent ends"

why...

Why does the past always come back to haunt me at the most inappropriate times? Stay away I have enough on my plate.

thankyou

For being my inspiration, my truth, my muse, my smiles, my tears and taking that thing beneath my ribcage and taking care of it. I will forever be greatful and have nothing but admiration, love and respect for you. It may very well be dangerous business stepping out the front door, but I do look forward to you being there when I open that door again.

xo

rats rats rats

Fine wine and DIY clothes...pure class. x

alive

Sometimes you've got to go through alot of awkwardness, bullshit, weirdness and confusion with people to realise who came into your life for a reason. Be it vaguely passing through like a faze of importance or beautifully staying in your life for a long period of time. I've learned alot this year about who I love and care about and why.Now as this year draws to an end and loneliness casts a familiar shadow over me once again I am content with what I have, goals I've reached, future plans and continously finding my strengths and rolling with the punches. Two particular people this year have blessed me with their presence and I will be forever be greatful to you both. You know who you are. Although I am sad to see some exit my life I believe it is truely for a reason and refuse to hate them. Heartbreak, mindache,soul searching and lifes endless endeavours have all plagued me the last couple of months but I will go into the new year with strength and freedom I find in truth, love and faith.

I will always cherish the beautiful. I am alive x

Steal something new

Is it just me or does everyone seem to have fashion blogs these days? Try fucking writing your thoughts and views on the world and surroundings or bringing up issues of importance. You aint all fashionistas. It would be ok if all your photos and styles weren't all the fucking same. Steal some new ideas you slaves of the fucking ordinary!!!

TO BE FUCKING CONTINUED!!!

from autumn to ashes

Just say you would do the same for me for as long as I love autumn, I'm giving myself to ashes. x

riots not diets take 2

it's just all about you

fuck you.hate you.miss you.love you

we'll be ok

we are ok...in a misguided sadist way

we are ok...in a disabled veteran way

goodbye

Thought I left you all behind put you all out of my mind thought I made it clear that I just didn't want to be near you again you could never be classed as a friend and we both know that it was time to go.

And as I walked away I distinctly remember hearing you say under your breath yeah he'll be back but I didn't come back did I?

Respect is what you lack. Goodbye again we both know that it just had to end

- goodbye (28 days)

just went to sleep for a while

pretty odd

I find it collectively odd that others are drawn to me yet I'm not drawn to myself. I find it sad that the world may one day hear my true voice yet I no longer have a true world to voice. Though I find it unbearable that I want to hate what I love for the simple fact I can walk away with reason and selfish content.For my heart no longer sings, it barely speaks. My brain no longer thinks, it just bleeds and my soul that once carried so many answers is now nothing more than questionable. It's tiresome being tiresome

salting the back of a snail

BULEMIA I'M FRAIL...

...HALLELUJAH I FELL

reflections

You're laying in bed with the pride of a lion...are you there?

contentment

Today I woke up


I've won this round with a sore head and a heavy heart. Sometimes turning to the past can help with the present


I'm alive x

fuck your blog!

With love came heartache, with truth came tears, but with strength I found myself.I will sacrifice mine to make sure you have yours, but only the right amount.forever beautiful x

riots not diets

a little thing called hope always hurt somebody

I hope you are more than a season, I hope you are more than the cold, I hope you are the warmer weather, a change remembered when I grow old

xo